38 weeks.

dear baby,

well, you're not here yet.

after two different false alarms we have stopped getting our hopes up.

it seems that my progress has halted as well, still 1 cm and 50% effaced,

despite having pressure waves constantly.

everything is ready for you,

the house is clean, your car seat it waiting, all your clothes and blankets clean and folded.

a little bassinet next to my side of the bed.

there really isn't much for me to do other than wait for you and at this point it's getting difficult.

last night i sat in the bath tub and tried to relax, your daddy was playing the mandolin in the living room and owen was working on a bone next to the tub,

i just tried to soak in that moment, knowing that it will all change once you're here.

i know you're due date is less than two weeks away but i feel like i will be pregnant forever,

so please...

come soon!

xo