a quick thought or two

sorry for my absence these past few days,

i was busy packing and packing and now i'm at my mom's house in truckee, ca.

there is SO much snow.

and tomorrow {and saturday} is supposed to produce SIX feet of snow,

you hear that nashville - SIX FEET. and everything still stays open.

anyway,

i've been in a weird state since saturday,

thinking every cramp means something bad is happening

and i'm no longer a happy pregnant but a worried one.

also,

had a huge stress meltdown last night.

my mom's house is a disaster and smells of pee

{sorry mom, but it does}

and clutter everywhere,

and i really can't handle it.

i ate dinner alone in my room last night.

not sure how i will make it for two weeks.

or if the baby will with all the anxiety it's causing me.

xo